FFFFUUUUU-
Friday, November 13, 2009 8:54 PM
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Dear Diary,
I really want to keep you clean but my anger cannot just die like that. I am still upset. My mood hasn't changed. I want to tear everything up. Sure, a few people know that I am angry, but what I've said to them isn't even half of what's on my mind... heart.
(italic shit OFF)
WHAT I WANT TO DO TODAY:
- Shout.
- Shout, even louder.
- Shout.
- Cancel it.
- Cancel shit.
- Look at the brighter side... if there's any.
Oily [Tagalog]
Thursday, November 12, 2009 5:49 PM
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Naranasan mo na ba yung nautusan kang gumawa ng task kahit ayaw mo? Tipong, pwede naman umapila, pero wala eh... walang epekto.
Bullshit.
To put it simply,
Hindi mahirap magsalita. Sadyang pinapahirap lang niya.Labels: rants
Vampire stuff
Sunday, November 8, 2009 11:05 AM
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Someone from my class has been telling me to watch New Moon with her. Since I've found a new addiction, which is the Sookie Stackhouse series, I've concluded that I do not care about Twilight, whether they've stopped filming the movies or the movie's showing tomorrow.
So why bother creating this entry?
Well...
It's been a year since I've been addicted to the first book, I just realized. Before the movie was released, I was thinking of how great Robert Pattinson would play Edward... that was from my imagination. He was so fucking good and handsome. He was like... *meant to be* Edward Cullen. Again, from my imagination.
But when I've seen the movie, my face fell to the ground. He wasn't the good Edward I've imagined. So I stopped liking him, and drooled over the villain, James, instead.
(on to more important and sensible things)
Eric Northman. From my imagination he was even more good-looking than Bill. I haven't watched the show, and I've been trying super duper hard to stop myself from throwing things, so I can't really say that Eric's better, but from the book plus his fuckyeahericnorthman photos... my. Another friend told me Eric's extremely handsome and cool on the show, and I'm going to cross my fingers that I won't be fooled like I was with Edward Cullen.
True Blood. I don't know where to find that thing. The sellers from the pirate ship I've been to didn't even know what True Blood is. Maybe they had it somewhere in their stall and didn't even know they had it. If I'm going to buy the original I might as well have bought the whole Sookie Stackhouse book set. Shit. Where, where?
Labels: ang corny ko, books, kaartehan, pirates of the carribean, tv shows
TAGALOG POST; Nakakatakot.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 10:23 AM
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Kung kumakain ka ngayon, ipagpaliban muna ang pagbabasa nito. Pag gutom ka na ulit saka mo basahin. Lubhang nakakadiri.
Kanina nanaginip ako ng nakakatakot at nakakadiring panaginip. Medyo magulo nga lang, kasi parang ang naaalala ko pinapanood ko yung scene (parang movie yata siya) pero parang ako yung nandun.
Characters:
PAM - Ako.
KASAMA - Isang kasamang kilala ko habang nananaginip, pero nung nagising na hindi ko na maalala kung sino.
SCARY GIRL - Siya yung kumakain ng tao na nakatira... wait lang mamaya na.
TAO #1 - Siya yung nagsabi samin nung kasama ko dun sa weird na babaeng nakatira... wait lang mamaya na.
So ito na.
Nung unang scene, pinapanood ko siya. Pero kasi ang gulo talaga sobra. Una nga ulit, pinapanood ko 'to. Tapos biglang andun ako. Tapos biglang pinapanood ko na lang ulit.
On to the scary and disgusting dream...
Meron daw isang babaeng nakatira sa isang bahay. Dun sa tapat ng bahay niya merong puno ng fruit na kulay pula na maliliit. Kapag kumukuha ng fruit si Scary Girl, lumalabas siya syempre, pero merong mask. Kung kilala niyo si Jason Voorhees of Friday the 13th, ganun yung mask. Kulay puti.
Sa isang iglap biglang napunta kami ni Kasama dun sa bahay ni Scary Girl! Hindi ko alam kung paano, pero grabe talaga, pag punta namin dun, nakapasok kami sa bahay at sobrang nakakatakot talaga yung interior! Ang naaalala ko parang laboratory siya, may mga jars na may parts ng katawan/weird creatures na tila ba preserved (naks!). Pero kinakain niya daw.
At yun nga, parang napatay yata yung kasama ko nun. Bale, ako na lang! Run, hide, or die ang drama ko dito! Habulan dun, taguan dito, shit!
Tapos nakakuha yata ako ng isang tube tapos WARNING: NAKAKADIRI natusok ko yata yung mukha niya. Kung napanood niyo yung Hostel 1, yung part na may puting lumabas sa mata nung Japanese girl sa may bandang huli ng pelikula, ganun! GRAVEHH PAREHH.
Nung pangalawang pagkatusok ko sa kanya, parang napasok yata siya sa loob ng tube, thus excreting more white fluid! Parang unti unti siyang nadudurog, napipisa, pero walang buto. White fluid at parang mga laman na ewan.
Tapos biglang nagbago yung scene. Nanonood na lang ako. Sobrang alala ko pa nung sinabi kong, Weh! Ang ikli naman nito, dalawa lang kasi yung characters eh.
Tapos sa may bandang huli ng panaginip ko, kinakabahan ako ng todo todo. Turns out, nagbalik si Scary Girl! Buhay pa pala, shit! Sabi ko pa, Pano kung hunting-in ako nito?
Pag gising ko, sobrang hinihingal ako. Ang bigat ng dibdib ko.
Labels: dreams, events, fears, weird
penoy bb
Sunday, October 4, 2009 2:11 PM
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I have a new favorite food.
If you've been following me in Twitter, you might have noticed the word "penoy" appear several times in my status messages.
I've known this food ever since I've been aware that balot exists, but I never really wondered what the hell penoy is. I just thought it as balot, too, only with a different term.
Hey, they are totally different! Penoy only has the yellow part in balot, which is the only part that I actually eat. I feel for the chick in balot and also somewhat disgusted that I'll eat its feathers and beak. Penoy is also from itik, I think, as balot and penoy smell the same and are being sold together, only that it doesn't have a pre-mature sisiw.
Problem solved!
Labels: addictions, craving for something, events, hungry, nothing, random, something new, weird